If you know then you know. To protect the stupidity and privacy of all persons involved, names will not be mentioned.
Yall'
Have you ever given a situation, a person, or a an event the time of day, knowing you're going to be disappointed, hurt, or completely shocked at the outcome....but still went ahead and endured it anyway?
Have you ever trusted someone so much that even AFTER their multiple fuck ups, their constant deceit, their constant betrayal, you STILL gave them the benefit of the doubt?
Like, as much as I want to be angry, and upset...I can't be. ALL I can do is chuckle about it and move on. Because it's no longer a surprise to me. I honestly can't make this shit up though!!!!! EVEN AFTER I gave them multiple opportunities to come clean, be REAL, or whatever ABOUT THE SITUATION, you still sat in my face and lied. I called them out on the bullshit ass lie(s) they continued to tell, and warned them several times prior TO the actual incident, which didn't get found out until recently,
Needless to say, I have every right to be upset. I am upset. More so disappointed, again. But still, relevant feelings, for an old situation, at this point. Even though I knew what the truth was, & evidence showed me what was real and what wasn't, me being stupid ass me, I still looked for the hope and success in this situation. For it to come back and slap me in the face, later, and not only being true to what I knew and allowing me to see, with an even clearer head, what I was supposed to see a long time ago.
Needless to say: What's done in the dark, ALWAYS comes to light.
If you thinking about doing something,or have done something to someone and your conscience has NOT yet started eating at you, or you KNOW before doing said stupid thing, just don't do it. Or at LEAST consider the overall picture, those directly involved, and those to be affected by the situation once it BLOWS UP in your face.
I'm grateful for my change in perception. I'm also grateful for my new journey, away from the negativity, lies, deceit, blatant disrespect, emotional and mental abuse....and all the draining negativity that came with.....well, that I allowed myself to endure a while ago. The lesson in this is that I am healing, and learning what is acceptable and what isn't. I'm grateful that I can laugh about this now. Cause bayyyyyybay.......when I tell you it could have been volatile.....trust me when i say.....