Enough Is Enough

 When do you realize enough is enough? 

When do you realize that you've maxed out at your breaking point and are ready to just snap on anything and everyone? 

Why is there a certain way you are supposed to react and a certain way you are supposed to carry yourself, in order to be considered okay, and alright? 

When is it okay to not have to rationalize the state of mind you are currently in, and fighting to control? All the while plaster a stiff smile on your face and pretend like everything is okay so that no one asks any questions or suspects anything! 

Honestly, I'm so tired of holding the pieces together, just to create another space and repeat the same damn cycle over and over and over again. I've had enough. I've had more than enough. 

I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of the fake people around me. I'm tired of the conditional love and support. 

When are people actually going to get it.....that I'm fed up?